oars folded up like wings

she came quickly over to me and held out her hand. i looked at her full of distrust. was she doing this freely, with a light heart? or was she doing it just to get rid of me? she put her arm around my neck, tears in her eyes. i just stood and looked at her. she offered me her mouth but i couldn't believe her, it was bound to be a sacrifice on her part, a means of getting it over with. she said something, it sounded to me like "i love you anyway!" she said it very softly and indistinctly, i may not have heard it correctly, perhaps she didn't say exactly those words. but she threw herself passionately on my neck, held both arms around my neck a little while, even raised herself on tiptoe to reach well up, and stood thus. afraid that she was forcing herself to show me this tenderness, i merely said "how beautiful you are now!" that was all i said. i stepped back, bumped against the door and walked out backward. she was left standing inside.
~ Friday, February 24 ~
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whomadecookies: gulpedsnow: e-for-alpha: Grouper w/ Jeffre Cantu-Ledesma ‘Circular Veil’ (7 hours non-stop performance / sound environment) breathtaking. holy shit yes yes!  i asked her about this show and she said it was really really exhausting and that while slowly turning a fader for an hour, she thought “i want to fucking kill myself” DON’T RUIN IT FOR ME

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Grouper w/ Jeffre Cantu-Ledesma ‘Circular Veil’ (7 hours non-stop performance / sound environment)

breathtaking.

holy shit yes yes! 

i asked her about this show and she said it was really really exhausting and that while slowly turning a fader for an hour, she thought “i want to fucking kill myself”

DON’T RUIN IT FOR ME


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    DON’T RUIN IT FOR ME
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    that is so awesome
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