oars folded up like wings

she came quickly over to me and held out her hand. i looked at her full of distrust. was she doing this freely, with a light heart? or was she doing it just to get rid of me? she put her arm around my neck, tears in her eyes. i just stood and looked at her. she offered me her mouth but i couldn't believe her, it was bound to be a sacrifice on her part, a means of getting it over with. she said something, it sounded to me like "i love you anyway!" she said it very softly and indistinctly, i may not have heard it correctly, perhaps she didn't say exactly those words. but she threw herself passionately on my neck, held both arms around my neck a little while, even raised herself on tiptoe to reach well up, and stood thus. afraid that she was forcing herself to show me this tenderness, i merely said "how beautiful you are now!" that was all i said. i stepped back, bumped against the door and walked out backward. she was left standing inside.
~ Tuesday, July 26 ~
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spend all evening listening to live at the blue universe 

spend all evening listening to live at the blue universe 


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    GOD ALMIGHTY CHRIST! If only.
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    been able to appreciate these bands at this time, I’d have gone to all three shows.
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    think I’ve reblogged this once. But this is just so good.
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    Indian Summer, Cap ‘N Jazz, Evergreen, Jara AND bowling. The only reason why I wish I was born in the late 70’s/early...
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    Totally agree. Evergreen also!
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    ^ agreed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
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    Oh god those line-ups! Honestly, Indian Summer, Cap’N’Jazz, Braid and Still Life?! I wouldn’t need to do anything else...
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