oars folded up like wings

she came quickly over to me and held out her hand. i looked at her full of distrust. was she doing this freely, with a light heart? or was she doing it just to get rid of me? she put her arm around my neck, tears in her eyes. i just stood and looked at her. she offered me her mouth but i couldn't believe her, it was bound to be a sacrifice on her part, a means of getting it over with. she said something, it sounded to me like "i love you anyway!" she said it very softly and indistinctly, i may not have heard it correctly, perhaps she didn't say exactly those words. but she threw herself passionately on my neck, held both arms around my neck a little while, even raised herself on tiptoe to reach well up, and stood thus. afraid that she was forcing herself to show me this tenderness, i merely said "how beautiful you are now!" that was all i said. i stepped back, bumped against the door and walked out backward. she was left standing inside.
~ Sunday, February 19 ~
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here is that ally capellino hugh rucksack btw

Tags: ally capellino rucksack spring summer 2012 urrghh stop it
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~ Tuesday, January 31 ~
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makr carry goods rucksack 

makr carry goods rucksack 

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~ Thursday, October 27 ~
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today i bought a flat white and a piece of caramel shortcake and i was walking down the street with it /// coffee in my left hand the shortcake in the other. the shortcake was really crumbly and as i ate it the base started to fall away and the gooey caramel went all messy and over my fingers and at the same time i was trying to balance my coffee and my rucksack was really heavy and over only one shoulder and kept slipping off and making me walk funny and i really felt like dropping everything and just rolling into a ball.

Tags: first world problems caramel coffee rucksack off balance and upset
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